I guess I just feel isolated..
I`m used to socialising with my friends almost everyday..
I`m used to hang around in coffee shops, at my friends place..
I`m used to going to work and studies..
I`m used to work in all kinds of organisations, to always have something I should have done or someplace I should have been..
Here I got none of that..
No one to hang with, no where to go or nothing to do..
I knew it before I left, I just didn`t realise I would feel this isolated!
All I can do is wait for you to come home, and then spend those 2 hours before bed.. Eat, the news and fix things..
I just miss having a life..
I´m happy though, and I know it`ll all work out..
Just need to give it some time.. and stop being a whinchy bitch!
I know that I will have friends, and a social life..
I know that I will have work and studies..
I know I will have organisations and my "way to much todo life" back..
I know I will break out the isolation!
Don`t worrie mate!